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Literature
Shameless Lamentation
My friend , I have heard your cries of woe.
As the lack of mercy made you wail "no,"
I stood by in silence and shame,
Feeling not enough pain.
Through your sorrowful pleading,
I witnessed your beating,
Knowing the world was forever forsaken,
And your pride still longer taken.
My friend, I have heard your cries of woe!
Your shameless lamentation is here for me to know,
But still I sit idly by,
Unable to look you in the eye.
The beatings of brutality ring in my ears,
And I can only which that it all was not so near.
So long as I cannot listen or see,
I can certainly be lead to believe
That none of it is true.
My friend, I have heard your cries of woe.
Your sorrowful lamentation is the only pain I know.
The demons who hide at night
Harbor such a gruesome sight,
For I have heard your cries of woe.
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Literature
vanishing act
I feel like I'm fading away. There aren't enough stitches in the world to sew me back together, aren't enough places on my body to piece deteriorating flesh back together. Shred by shred, like shrapnel split as hazardous waste, I too am wasting away, slowly withering. I am whole on the outside, but everything insides is gelatinous mass, liquifying as if melted by some unseen force, burning me from the inside out. I feel broken, and yet no one sees me this way - no one understands. I am a mirror, shattered in times of dire need, and though I appear beautiful, I am sharp - I am dangerous. I fear life, but I fear death more. I am sinking into an unfathomable abyss and no state of mind to handle it. Second by second, minute by minute, day by day, I am fading, breaking, withering away. I don't know where to turn from here. I don't think there is anywhere to turn. I simply feel torn, and for what? For a geneticly dysfunctional system - for the way I was born. Ever since I became free of the
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Literature
Killed
     They say a cut is worth a thousand words. I always thought it was worth more than words. That maybe, the peeling back of flesh from a wound could expose something more beneath, something that I couldn't seem to find from the exterior. I stand at the mirror, palms resting on the sink basin, staring at the monster. All I see when I look in the glass reflection is that monster. It whispers to me, leaking words of malice through my mind. You killed her. You killed her. I can't get away from those words, that voice, because I know it only speaks the truth. The truth was the monster. You killed her. You killed her. As time passed, day after day, I began to believe it, let my lips trace those poison words.
     "I killed her."
     I had, this I knew. Though I had rested at her bedside, watching her waste away in a pale array of jaundiced skin, rested my fingers against her innate palm, I had killed
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the end of the w o r l d :iconcujie:Cujie 4 7 echo with laughter :iconcujie:Cujie 4 11 trembling with l i f e :iconcujie:Cujie 5 5 ashes to d u s t :iconcujie:Cujie 6 3 when we d i e :iconcujie:Cujie 5 5 Fly Away :iconcujie:Cujie 0 14 Watch This City Burn :iconcujie:Cujie 3 3
Literature
That's What They Call Her
Just a little girl.
That's what they call her.
She just smiles sadly,
though if they let her,
she would gladly
just let go.
Just a broken girl.
That's what they call her.
And she just cries in the rain,
though if they let her,
she would break from the pain,
and just let go.
Just a lost girl.
That's what they call her.
And she just wanders along,
though if they let her,
she would right her wrongs,
and just let go.
Just a dying girl.
That's what they call her.
And she just takes a breath,
though if they let her,
she would choose death,
and just let go.
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Cujie
Cujie
United States
Hello there. I'm a Cujie, a very rare wild species. Let me tell you a little bit about myself. I'm very headstrong and protective of my friends and my work. I love to write, and make manipulations, when I'm not feeling too lazy. People sometimes seem scared of me at first because I come on real strong, but I'm a nice person once you get to know me. Once I get involved in something, I never give up or back down, which is sometimes my downfall, and sometimes just the opposite. I love the color blue and riding horses, and someday I hope to become an author. Well, that's all for now - you've gotten a special sneak-peak into the life of the rare wild Cujie!

Current Residence: yo' bed!
Operating System: windows vista
MP3 player of choice: iPod
Shell of choice: the pretty sparkly sea kind. :D
Favourite cartoon character: DORA THE EXPLORER. OHYES.
Personal Quote: God forbid I shall ever go to a heaven without horses.
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xacidxjellox Featured By Owner Jul 26, 2010  Hobbyist Photographer
go on AIM. now.
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Alexandra88 Featured By Owner Jul 13, 2010  Hobbyist Digital Artist
Thank you so much for the :+fav:
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Cujie Featured By Owner Jul 13, 2010
Of course! :D
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chryssalis Featured By Owner Apr 13, 2010
Thank you so much for the watch,my friend!
Your work is great!:heart::)
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Cujie Featured By Owner Apr 13, 2010
Anytimeee. :3
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chryssalis Featured By Owner Apr 15, 2010
:):thanks:
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cas887 Featured By Owner Mar 21, 2010  Hobbyist Digital Artist
Thank you for the favs! :hug:
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Cujie Featured By Owner Mar 21, 2010
Surely! :clap:
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cas887 Featured By Owner Mar 11, 2010  Hobbyist Digital Artist
Thank you for the fav! :hug:
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Cujie Featured By Owner Mar 11, 2010
Surely! Your work is incredible. :winner:
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